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2007-03-10T06:59:00.000-08:00

this is a super LONG TIME since i blogged my blog...oh well today i hav competition...100 fly...1.04.63 not bad, considering tht i didn train a lot...oh well tomorrow hav 50 fly in the morning then 200 fly in the afternoon don think i can go to m tuition tht is at 10am cause the morning races starts at 9am and my race is the 3rd event and the last of the 3rd event tht takes forever to be my turn then the afternoon race starts at lke 12.30 i think and my event is again the 3rd event of the last of the event again will take forever to be my turn....soooo sian...jus try my best can le... btw holidays are finally here... but bet its gonna be kinda boring... so oh well... i'm used to boredom...gonna play games and study like siao and of course take this dam time to do some dam training b4 i become so fat tht i cannot race anymore....kinda gonna go sleep so cya.... :)

2006-11-21T22:41:00.000-08:00

Haha... Its been a long, long, long, long, long time since I blog... Don't worry... This time no lyrics or anything... Oh Well... Holidays have started...The beginning of boring days have started... Back to the old times... Training, sleep, eat, tuition and play or watch anime... Though 50% of time is at the swimming pool 20% at tuition 5% at eating and other 25% at sleep and play or watch anime... It's better than nothing to do...I guess...Wanna go out but no one seems to have time... Haiz... Watched like 3 over series of anime already... I have been wanting to go out for a long long long time also... However, since no one have time... Its all right... Just stay at home and do what I always do best...Spacing out... B'cause its better than going out alone... *smiles* Btw, a side note for Shan, Betcha dunno What am I thinking when I am writing this post... :p

2006-09-28T20:07:00.000-07:00

So long since I posted...lol but still on lyrics crazy,so there goes...

One of my Favourite new Anime introduce by my cousin, Gerald Tao, lol

God Knows

kawaita kokoro de kakenukeru
gomen ne nani mo dekinakute
itami wo wakachiau koto sae
anata wa yurushite kurenai

muku ni ikiru tame ni furimukazu
senaka mukete satteshimau
on the lonely rail

watashi tsuiteiku yo
donna tsurai sekai no yami no naka de sae
kitto anata wa kagayaite
koeru mirai no hate
yowasa yue ni tamashii kowasarenu you ni
my way kasanaru yo
ima futari ni God bless...

todokete atsuku naru omoi wa
genjitsu tokashite samayou
aitai kimochi ni riyuu wa nai
anata e afuredasu Lovin' you

semete utsukushii yume dake wo
egakinagara oikakeyou
for your lonely heart

yamete uso wa anata rashikunai yo
me wo mite kore kara no koto wo hanasou
watashi kakugo shiteru
kurai mirai datte
tsuyoku natte unmei kaerareru kamo ne
my wish kanaetai noni
subete wa God knows...

anata ga ite watashi ga ite
hoka no hito wa kieteshimatta
awai yume no utsukushisa wo egakinagara
kizuato nazoru

dakara watashi tsuiteiku yo
donna tsurai sekai no yami no naka de sae
kitto anata wa kagayaite
koeru mirai no hate
yowasa yue ni tamashii kowasarenu you ni
my way kasanaru yo
ima futari ni God bless...

God knows(English Translation)

I run past others with a parched heart.
Sorry, I can't do anything else.
You won't even let me
Share our pain together.

To live on without tarnish,
I face your back and head out without looking back
on the lonely rail

I will follow you.
No matter how agonizing the world is,
You will shine even in its darkest corners.
Cross over the end of the future,
My weakness will not shatter my spirit.
my way is overlapping with yours.
For the two of us, God bless...

This warming affection that reaches me,
It melts my reality and roams my heart.
I don't need a reason for wanting to meet you,
Just my overflowing feelings, Lovin' you

For now, let's paint a beautiful dream
And chase after
for your lonely heart

Stop it, it's not like you to lie.
Look at my eyes and let's talk about our future.
I am prepared,
Even if the future is bleak,
I might be able to change destiny if I become stronger.
But for my wish to come true,
Everything is God knows...

You are here, I am here.
Everyone else has disappeared.
While we paint the beauty of this fleeting dream,
We trace out the lines of our scars.

That's why I will follow you.
No matter how agonizing the world is,
You will shine even in its darkest corners.
Cross over the end of the future,
My weakness will not shatter my spirit.
my way is overlapping with yours.
For the two of us, God bless...

Lost My Music

hoshizora miage watashi dake no HIKARI oshiete
anata wa ima doko de dare to iru no deshou?

tanoshiku shiteru koto omou to samishiku natte
issho ni mita SHINEMA hitorikiri de nagasu

daisuki na hito ga tooi
toosugite nakitaku naru no
ashita me ga sametara
hora kibou ga umareru kamo Good night!

I still I still I love you!
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
tomaranai no yo Hi!!

nemuri no fuchi de YUME ga kureru omoi de no One day
anata no kotoba ni ha sukoshi USO ga atta

hanasanai yo to KIMI dake da to
dakishimeta no ni
yakusoku ga FUWARI to kurai yoru ni kieta

daisuki na hito yo itsumo
itsumade mo sagashite shimau
kitto me ga samete mo
mada maboroshi wo kanjitai Morning

I lost I lost I lost you!
You're making making my music!
I lost I lost I lost you!
mou chigaenai no? No!

daisuki na hito ga tooi
toosugite nakitaku naru no
ashita me ga sametara
hora kibou ga umareru kamo Good night!

daisuki na hito yo itsumo
itsumade mo sagashite shimau
kitto me ga samete mo
mada maboroshi wo kanjitai Morning

I still I still I love you!
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
tmaranai no yo
I still I sitll I love you!
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
mou chigaeru yo ne? ne!!

Lost My Music(English Translation)

I look up on the starry sky
My light, tell me
where are you right now?
and who's with you?

Thinking about the fun that we used to have
only makes me lonely

I watched the movie
that we watched together
alone

The person that I love is far away
so far away that I want to cry

When I wake up tommorow
look!
maybe a new hope will be born
Good night!

I still I still I love you
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you
And this feeling cannot be stopped (Hi!)

At the edge of my sleep,
before my dream ends
I remembered that one day
Your words have a bit of lie

Only you, I won't let go
I will hold you tight
Your promise with　Fuwari dissapeared in the dark night

I always search for the person I love
searching forever
surely the eye have awaken,
But I haven't seen the morning

I lost I lost I lost you
You're making making my music
I lost I lost I lost you
Is it not changing anymore? (No!)

The person that I love is far away
so far away that I want to cry

When I wake up tommorow
look!
maybe a new hope will be born
Good night!

The person that I love is far away
too far away that I want to cry
surely the eye have awaken,
But I haven't seen the morning

I still I still I love you
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you
This feeling cannot be stopped

I still I still I love you
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you

We haven't met again have we? (Ne!)

2006-08-20T21:36:00.000-07:00

New song on my blog

OPEN ARMS

Lying beside you, here in the dark
Feeling your heart beat with mind
Softly you whisper, you're so sincere
How could our live be so blind
We sailed on together
We drifted apart
And here you are by my side

So now I come to you, with open arms
Nothing to hide, believe what I say
So here I am with open arms
Hoping you'll see what your love means to me
Open arms

Living without you, living alone
This empty house seems so cold
Wanting to hold you, wanting you near
How much I wanted you home

But now that you've come back
Turned night into day
I need you to stay.

2006-08-20T21:18:00.000-07:00

And the lyrics mania continues....

EYES ON ME
Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy?
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you?

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I want to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I love your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you?

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then I will know
that you are no dreamer

MELODIES OF LIFE
Alone for a while I've been searching through the dark
For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart
To weave by picking up the pieces that remain
Melodies of Life-Love's lost refrain

Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why
We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said good-bye
And who'll hear the echoes of stories never told?
Let them ring out loud till they unfold

In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me
Though you're gone, I still believe that you can call out my name

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
Adding the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life
To the sky beyond the flying birds-forever and beyond

So far and away, see the bird as it flies
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky
I've laid my memories, do you remember loving me?
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings

In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me?
Was it fate that brought us close and now leaves me behind?
A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
Adding the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life
To the sky beyond the flying birds-forever and beyond.

If should I leave this lonely world behind
Your voice will still remember our melody
Now I know we'll carry on
Melodies of Life
Come circle round and grow deep in out hearts
As long as we remember

1000 WORDS
I know that you're hiding things
using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily

I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You'll fight your battles far from me
Far too easily

"Save your tears, 'cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore to hide that pain when I turned back the pages
Shouting might've been the answer

What if I cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart?
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart

'Cause a thousand words called through the ages
They'll fly to you, even though I can't see
I know they're reaching you, suspended on silver wings!

Oh, a thousand words
One thousand embraces...
Will cradle you, making all of your weary days seem far away.
They'll hold you forever

Oh, a thousand words [A thousand words...]
Have never been spoken [Oh, yeah.]
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home and back into my arms [Carry you home...!]
Suspended on silver wings! [On silver wings!]

And a thousand words, [Ooh...]
Called out through the ages [Called through the ages]
They'll cradle you, turning all of the loving into only days... [Only days.
They'll hold you forever

Oh, a thousand words...

REAL EMOTION
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you.
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?

Far beyond the hazy borders of my heart,
I could see a place.
It's something like this.
Every now and then I don't know what to do,
Still, I know that I can never go back.

There are things I've seen in those hazy dreams
Can't compare to what I'm seeing now.
Everything's so different that it brings me to my knees!

And though I know the world of real Emotion has surrounded me,
I won't give into it.
Now I know that forward is the only way my heart can go.
I hear your voice calling out to me,
"You'll never be alone."

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you.

And if I fight, the real without emotion has surrounded me,
And I can't go on, and you are there.
The moment that I close my eyes, you comfort me.
We are connected for all of time,
I'll never be...

And though I know the world of real Emotion has surrounded me,
I won't give into it.
Now I know that forward is the only way my heart can go.
I hear your voice calling out to me,
"You'll never be alone."

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?

I can hear you.
I can hear you...

2006-08-19T21:49:00.000-07:00

Another song since i m so bored...this time from a game call grandia 3 very nice...lol

IN THE SKY

"I wanna find it" "what I've been searching"
The boy reaches out to the sky
He prays he'll get it no doubt he'll make it
All of his goals and desires

The sky above you
Is waiting for you
To take the first step and break out

* When you fly in the sky simply divine you're dreaming
Leave your worries behind cuz' that's imagination
Can you feel it tonight the fire inside it's burning
All you gotta do is break on through
To make your wishes all come true Amazing

So you might be hurting down low you're feeling
Have faith within all will be ok
That sky above you she'll always save you
So never give up on yourself

* repeat

Any day anytime you can reach out to the sky
Spread your wings Catch that light

Say it now, "I'm gonna be myself"

I know you'll make it
No doubt you'll make it
Be a little brave now it's time to take on your dream

When you fly in the sky
You're dreaming
Leave your worries behind cuz' that's imagination
Can you feel it tonight the fire inside it's burning
All you gotta do is break on through
To make your wishes all come true Amazing

Amazing
Amazing

2006-08-15T20:40:00.000-07:00

so sian so i decided to post 2 song lyric...lol

BREAKING FREE
We're soarin', flyin'
There's not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we're trying
So we're breaking free
You know the world can see us
In a way that's different than who we are
Creating space between us
`Til we're separate hearts
But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe
We're breakin' free
We're soarin'
Flyin'
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach
If we're trying
Yeah, we're breaking free
Oh, we're breakin' free
Ohhhh
Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can't control
Connected by a feeling
Ohhh, in our very souls
Rising `til it lifts us up
So every one can see
We're breakin' free
We're soarin'
Flyin'
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach
If we're trying
Yeah we're breaking free
Ohhhh runnin'
Climbin'
To get to that place
To be all that we can be
Now's the time
So we're breaking free
We're breaking free
Ohhh , yeah
More than hope
More than faith
This is true
This is fate
And together
We see it comin'
More than you
More than me
Not a want, but a need
Both of us breakin' free
Soarin'
Flyin'
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach
If we're trying
Yeah we're breaking free
Breaking free
Were runnin'
Ohhhh, climbin'
To get to the place
To be all that we can be
Now's the time
So we're breaking free
Ohhh, we're breaking free
Ohhhh
You know the world can see us
In a way that's different than who we are

START OF SOMETHING NEW
Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart
To all the possibilities
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

Now who'd of ever thought that
We'd both be here tonight
And the world looks so much brighter
With you by my side
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
I know it for real

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

I never knew that it could happen
Till it happened to me
I didn't know it before
But now it's easy to see

It's a start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart

That it's the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Start of something new

2006-08-01T19:04:00.000-07:00

Dying from throwing out here and then after eating something...This morning in school tried to eat but throw out in the end...so only drank water from morning till now so sick sia...went tuition then come home...ltr gonna see a doctor soon before I really die...Also so many people is getting sick...So guys must take care of urself well...ok gonna go...cya

2006-07-31T23:38:00.000-07:00

HAHA!!! Now playing PS2 with my older bro...surprise?...He and I have the same interest on a lot of things...Duh...We are brothers...but rare to have siblings that are really close to you...gaming with you somemore...lol...gonna go back to the game...so cya

2006-07-30T21:37:00.000-07:00

YAY!!!! New skin...took me quite long to do it...keep forgetting to do this and that...took about 2 hours...haiz...oh juz got my new specs is a blue half-frame spec very nice...gonna eat...so i stop here

2006-07-28T22:53:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA so fun...help Joey to make her blog...btw Joey is my tuition friend...don't anyhow assume things ah...jus put a song in my blog...don't wanna think about you by simple plan...one of my favourite english songs lol...wanna put chinese but cannot find so...i think i stick to this one...lol..even though it kinda doesn't suit my blog skin but nvm...too lazy to change the skin lol

2006-07-05T22:32:00.000-07:00

Nothing much to post today...Yesterday, i lost my 100m fly did a lousy timing...Too long didn't train but today 200m fly i got in 5 th placing into the finals...(>.<)...kinda happy but timing wasn't at best yet...short still shorten in the end...Last few days, one of my fren hav been very down due some reason...her problem flare me up...I not gonna state the problem here for some reasons cus this is a public site don wanna too many ppl to know but not she giv me prob is she had prob tht cus me to flare up and punch the person who gave her prob...Not gonna say anymore...It pisses me off...

2006-06-12T01:39:00.000-07:00

another fucking sian day bloodly com kana virus must reformat sian....stupid msn...give me virus...causing me so much trouble...reformatting in progress and guess what have new window media player is now 11 not 10 le...dam cool...whoever reading this shld go download it

2006-06-11T00:23:00.000-07:00

Haiz............Bored to death le....surfing around the net....playing game a bit here and there....studying a little here and there also....nothing better to do sia....wanna go out sia...but no one wanna go out....almost everyone telling me they have project and watsoeva stuff....lonely sia....was watching one piece jus now...so funny...i wanna go slp liao....so night night night night night night night night to whoever reading this post

2006-06-08T21:57:00.000-07:00

today is one fine day, haha...actually not really so fine...went morning training...halfway lightning and thunder came in and the training stopped...Went to eat breakfast with an old friend of mine, qiaohui...been so long since we met sia...then my mum today didn't work...didn't even bother trying to talk to her...cus i almost like talking to air...been for a month like that le...don't know what's up with her...siao siao one...i don't really care also...She only know how to talk talk talk but don't know how to use her eyes to see things properly...everytime anyhow scold people...bloody hell...this is so fucked up...had steam boat for dinner today...a dinner that does not feel like a dinner...tense feeling throughout the meal...ask my mum what to put...Dao me like siao...then i put what i want...then she shout i got say can put meh...pissed me off...call me a brat...really don't know whats with her...cannot even understand her own son...she can go ahead disown me like she says...I don't have a mum that don't understand me...the mum i know is a very understanding person...she freaking hell not my mum...just one small discommunication...she make it into such a big fuss that lasted so long...She just have to try her ways to get on my nerves...arghhhhh...evening training is also irriating...is like no time to think about stroke...because we must find a way to avoid hitting each other...freaking 12 people sharing one small lane...imagin going on 1.30 and is like 10 seconds apart by the time the 1st person come back the last person haven even go yet...then my dad almost have to make my day worse...nag nag nag non-stop...don't know for what sia...didn't even want to listen to him...when to sleep, also want to nag...when to eat, also want to nag...when to shower, also want to nag...what's up with him also...can't he leave me in peace...doing homework on computer, fucking tell me STOP PLAYING LA, START DOING HOMEWORK...is like i m not playing and u telling me i m playing...what the hell...get the facts right before assuming, can he? At night want to sleep my room, cus his room air con spoil...fucking touch my stuff and anyhow put, then tell me why my room so messy...then got one day my house's kitchen renovating the floor, scare dust put all the small pillow and wateva stuff in my room, then tell me to pack my room properly, too messy...great 1st my room is a store room and now tell me my room messy...what's next...overall mood today kinda pissed off, even though I m like smiling all the time...hey, by now, my friends should know I don't put sad faces in front of people, I only put them on when I am alone...don't wanna people to worry about me...or should i say...This is my problem, don't want to trouble anyone...when the time comes, I will automatically ask for help...I think -_-'''...nowadays even when i at home, i don't feel at home...don't have the happy feeling anymore...all i feel is the coldness and loneliness of this house...never mind...I have been always lonely...maybe I am fated to be lonely for most of my life...who knows

2006-06-01T22:34:00.000-07:00

I helped many ppl to make their blogs today...so fun...haha

2006-05-31T16:25:00.000-07:00

Yay!!! Just reformat my template, so fun...this is one of my favourite comic & anime...got it from blogskin.com...there have many nice blog templates...you guys shld go check it out

2006-05-26T22:10:00.000-07:00

Today...I feel quite down and never actually sleep at all last night thinking what just happened actually...because of three things that make my foot steps feels awfully heavy ...Number one is that it was partly my fault for not stating things clear...Number two is that why things must turn out so bad and number three is that why must it end up with violence and isn't there another way...because of that I unwilling albowed my Dad while he was trying to hit me...The last thing one's child that he/she will do is to hit their own parents no matter in what situation...what i had done was something quite unforgivable cause i actually hit my Dad even though he started he fight first...I don't want to know how low I looked today...Just want to know that just the pain I inflict on my Dad still hurts...Well about my mum, she is quite stubborn...guess that she won't be talking to me for the next one to two weeks...Always the same old thing...Everyday when at home, I am like the only person at home...Lonely sia...Though I kinda dislike noisy places...but I think I will prefer it to be noisy than be alone at home...Nothing to do ...No one to talk to...Unlike my previous school...though many people but had no one to talk to or should I say very little people to talk to but anyways better than nothing...And for those who still wanna know why I change my name...I change my name because I wanna forget whatever bad things that had happened...Now still trying very hard to forget...Something at night during my sleep it will just become a nightmare that will wake me up suddenly...A scar that is too big and deep that is hard to heal...A scar that will keep reminding me about the past i want to forget...People always say things that someone tries to forget usually tend not to work because they will find ways to forget but still thinking about the matter...get what I mean...and i guess is no joke...Things i want to forget...Keeps coming back to me...like some far-off memories that is inside my mind...Like one of my favourite game says: "Memories are forgotten but not lost or destroyed."...It just won't go away...One of the incident was that I time to time remember was that people pouring glucose powder on my bed and making fun of me...this things just keep running through my mind and ringing at my ears...All these sad memories are not needed in my life... I don't want any of them...all i want are happy memories which i am lacking of...Happy memories that will cover over the sad memories...that will give me a good night sleep and not been woken up by some nightmare of the past...For now I guess I just have to bear with it...Until the day when something that can cover over these memories comes...

2006-05-25T23:30:00.000-07:00

Haha!!! My first post on my new blog, guess what just 3 hours ago...i had a fight with my parents and i mean a real fight with punches and kicks flying around...reason cause i...nvm...family matters are not meant to be spread out too much...My parents are really unreasonable, ground me from everything cause of just one thing, ground me from my phone, my games, my Mp3, my radio, pocket money, my everything, even something that is as important as my life, swimming...I feel sad, really really sad...Is not that I wanna keep things from them...Is just that I am not ready for the cat to be out of the bag...know what I know...But by the time, I am about to tell them, too late they know it from another person's big fat ugly mouth...Even in swimming training, they do not know the set, yet they still scold me for been slow during warm down, saying that "NO, I SEE THEY ALL SPRINTING" is like dammit, why can't they understand? They don't know about the set, so just SHUT UP...By the way that set was suppose to be 2 fast 1 easy...Scolding me for being slow in easy part...What the hell...No one understands me, not even my parents or myself...Some times I really feel like leaving this home...Just like the times in my previous school...I only feel anger and stress...trying to act happy is just a kind of painkiller that will cool me down...Just if no one have noticed...I am not as hot-tempered as last time anymore...I have been trying to do things right but it always gives me back the opposite effect...Sometimes when I do nothing, people regard me as LAZY, but when i do something, people regard me as KPO...I have been trying to train hard like someone advised by no one ever noticed...They only look at the bad sides and never the good sides...Sooner or later, Elson just like the old Nelson will be regard as dead...Or maybe Elson actually never exist...Who knows...