i am so lonely..
LONELY ME

Name: Wee Wei Jie Elson
Birthday: 29th March 1990
Blood Type: O+
Favourite Anime: Too many to say
Favourite Manga: Too many to say
Occupation: Student, Swimmer
Swimming Club: Swimfast Aquatic Club







Swimfast Members

Andrei
Audrey
Bing Hua
Eve
Fiona
Gabriel
Glenn
Jame
Jia Hao
Joshua
Joyce
Kalya
Kim
Khoonnie
Lionel
Lynette
Mark Chay
Mark Tan
Michelle
Nic Sim
Petra
Pohie
Rainer
Sixiu
Yvonne

Relative

Charmayne(Sis)
Amanda
Gezza aka Gerald
Marcos

Friends

Shan
Melissa Toh
Berlinda
Joey
Mylene
Patricia
QiaoLing
QiaoHui
Weiqi
Desmond Tan
Jovina
Sarah
Rynette
Timmy
Valerie






THE LONELY CHAT PLACE





Saturday, March 10, 2007

6:59 AM

this is a super LONG TIME since i blogged my blog...oh well today i hav competition...100 fly...1.04.63 not bad, considering tht i didn train a lot...oh well tomorrow hav 50 fly in the morning then 200 fly in the afternoon don think i can go to m tuition tht is at 10am cause the morning races starts at 9am and my race is the 3rd event and the last of the 3rd event tht takes forever to be my turn then the afternoon race starts at lke 12.30 i think and my event is again the 3rd event of the last of the event again will take forever to be my turn....soooo sian...jus try my best can le... btw holidays are finally here... but bet its gonna be kinda boring... so oh well... i'm used to boredom...gonna play games and study like siao and of course take this dam time to do some dam training b4 i become so fat tht i cannot race anymore....kinda gonna go sleep so cya.... :)

lonely days...



Tuesday, November 21, 2006

10:41 PM

Haha... Its been a long, long, long, long, long time since I blog... Don't worry... This time no lyrics or anything... Oh Well... Holidays have started...The beginning of boring days have started... Back to the old times... Training, sleep, eat, tuition and play or watch anime... Though 50% of time is at the swimming pool 20% at tuition 5% at eating and other 25% at sleep and play or watch anime... It's better than nothing to do...I guess...Wanna go out but no one seems to have time... Haiz... Watched like 3 over series of anime already... I have been wanting to go out for a long long long time also... However, since no one have time... Its all right... Just stay at home and do what I always do best...Spacing out... B'cause its better than going out alone... *smiles* Btw, a side note for Shan, Betcha dunno What am I thinking when I am writing this post... :p

lonely days...



Thursday, September 28, 2006

8:07 PM

So long since I posted...lol but still on lyrics crazy,so there goes...

One of my Favourite new Anime introduce by my cousin, Gerald Tao, lol

God Knows

kawaita kokoro de kakenukeru
gomen ne nani mo dekinakute
itami wo wakachiau koto sae
anata wa yurushite kurenai

muku ni ikiru tame ni furimukazu
senaka mukete satteshimau
on the lonely rail

watashi tsuiteiku yo
donna tsurai sekai no yami no naka de sae
kitto anata wa kagayaite
koeru mirai no hate
yowasa yue ni tamashii kowasarenu you ni
my way kasanaru yo
ima futari ni God bless...

todokete atsuku naru omoi wa
genjitsu tokashite samayou
aitai kimochi ni riyuu wa nai
anata e afuredasu Lovin' you

semete utsukushii yume dake wo
egakinagara oikakeyou
for your lonely heart

yamete uso wa anata rashikunai yo
me wo mite kore kara no koto wo hanasou
watashi kakugo shiteru
kurai mirai datte
tsuyoku natte unmei kaerareru kamo ne
my wish kanaetai noni
subete wa God knows...

anata ga ite watashi ga ite
hoka no hito wa kieteshimatta
awai yume no utsukushisa wo egakinagara
kizuato nazoru

dakara watashi tsuiteiku yo
donna tsurai sekai no yami no naka de sae
kitto anata wa kagayaite
koeru mirai no hate
yowasa yue ni tamashii kowasarenu you ni
my way kasanaru yo
ima futari ni God bless...

God knows(English Translation)

I run past others with a parched heart.
Sorry, I can't do anything else.
You won't even let me
Share our pain together.

To live on without tarnish,
I face your back and head out without looking back
on the lonely rail

I will follow you.
No matter how agonizing the world is,
You will shine even in its darkest corners.
Cross over the end of the future,
My weakness will not shatter my spirit.
my way is overlapping with yours.
For the two of us, God bless...

This warming affection that reaches me,
It melts my reality and roams my heart.
I don't need a reason for wanting to meet you,
Just my overflowing feelings, Lovin' you

For now, let's paint a beautiful dream
And chase after
for your lonely heart

Stop it, it's not like you to lie.
Look at my eyes and let's talk about our future.
I am prepared,
Even if the future is bleak,
I might be able to change destiny if I become stronger.
But for my wish to come true,
Everything is God knows...

You are here, I am here.
Everyone else has disappeared.
While we paint the beauty of this fleeting dream,
We trace out the lines of our scars.

That's why I will follow you.
No matter how agonizing the world is,
You will shine even in its darkest corners.
Cross over the end of the future,
My weakness will not shatter my spirit.
my way is overlapping with yours.
For the two of us, God bless...

Lost My Music

hoshizora miage watashi dake no HIKARI oshiete
anata wa ima doko de dare to iru no deshou?

tanoshiku shiteru koto omou to samishiku natte
issho ni mita SHINEMA hitorikiri de nagasu

daisuki na hito ga tooi
toosugite nakitaku naru no
ashita me ga sametara
hora kibou ga umareru kamo Good night!

I still I still I love you!
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
tomaranai no yo Hi!!

nemuri no fuchi de YUME ga kureru omoi de no One day
anata no kotoba ni ha sukoshi USO ga atta

hanasanai yo to KIMI dake da to
dakishimeta no ni
yakusoku ga FUWARI to kurai yoru ni kieta

daisuki na hito yo itsumo
itsumade mo sagashite shimau
kitto me ga samete mo
mada maboroshi wo kanjitai Morning

I lost I lost I lost you!
You're making making my music!
I lost I lost I lost you!
mou chigaenai no? No!

daisuki na hito ga tooi
toosugite nakitaku naru no
ashita me ga sametara
hora kibou ga umareru kamo Good night!

daisuki na hito yo itsumo
itsumade mo sagashite shimau
kitto me ga samete mo
mada maboroshi wo kanjitai Morning

I still I still I love you!
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
tmaranai no yo
I still I sitll I love you!
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you!
mou chigaeru yo ne? ne!!

Lost My Music(English Translation)

I look up on the starry sky
My light, tell me
where are you right now?
and who's with you?

Thinking about the fun that we used to have
only makes me lonely

I watched the movie
that we watched together
alone

The person that I love is far away
so far away that I want to cry

When I wake up tommorow
look!
maybe a new hope will be born
Good night!

I still I still I love you
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you
And this feeling cannot be stopped (Hi!)

At the edge of my sleep,
before my dream ends
I remembered that one day
Your words have a bit of lie

Only you, I won't let go
I will hold you tight
Your promise with Fuwari dissapeared in the dark night

I always search for the person I love
searching forever
surely the eye have awaken,
But I haven't seen the morning

I lost I lost I lost you
You're making making my music
I lost I lost I lost you
Is it not changing anymore? (No!)


The person that I love is far away
so far away that I want to cry

When I wake up tommorow
look!
maybe a new hope will be born
Good night!

The person that I love is far away
too far away that I want to cry
surely the eye have awaken,
But I haven't seen the morning

I still I still I love you
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you
This feeling cannot be stopped

I still I still I love you
I'm waiting waiting forever
I still I still I love you

We haven't met again have we? (Ne!)

lonely days...



Sunday, August 20, 2006

9:36 PM

New song on my blog

OPEN ARMS

Lying beside you, here in the dark
Feeling your heart beat with mind
Softly you whisper, you're so sincere
How could our live be so blind
We sailed on together
We drifted apart
And here you are by my side

So now I come to you, with open arms
Nothing to hide, believe what I say
So here I am with open arms
Hoping you'll see what your love means to me
Open arms

Living without you, living alone
This empty house seems so cold
Wanting to hold you, wanting you near
How much I wanted you home

But now that you've come back
Turned night into day
I need you to stay.

lonely days...



And the lyrics mania continues....

EYES ON ME
Whenever sang my songs
On the stage, on my own
Whenever said my words
Wishing they would be heard
I saw you smiling at me
Was it real or just my fantasy?
You'd always be there in the corner
Of this tiny little bar

My last night here for you
Same old songs, just once more
My last night here with you?
Maybe yes, maybe no
I kind of liked it your way
How you shyly placed your eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you?

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then
I will know that you are no dreamer

So let me come to you
Close as I want to be
Close enough for me
To feel your heart beating fast
And stay there as I whisper
How I love your peaceful eyes on me
Did you ever know
That I had mine on you?

Darling, so share with me
Your love if you have enough
Your tears if you're holding back
Or pain if that's what it is
How can I let you know
I'm more than the dress and the voice
Just reach me out then
You will know that you're not dreaming

Darling, so there you are
With that look on your face
As if you're never hurt
As if you're never down
Shall I be the one for you
Who pinches you softly but sure
If frown is shown then I will know
that you are no dreamer

MELODIES OF LIFE
Alone for a while I've been searching through the dark
For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart
To weave by picking up the pieces that remain
Melodies of Life-Love's lost refrain

Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why
We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said good-bye
And who'll hear the echoes of stories never told?
Let them ring out loud till they unfold

In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me
Though you're gone, I still believe that you can call out my name

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
Adding the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life
To the sky beyond the flying birds-forever and beyond

So far and away, see the bird as it flies
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky
I've laid my memories, do you remember loving me?
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings

In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me?
Was it fate that brought us close and now leaves me behind?
A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
Adding the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life
To the sky beyond the flying birds-forever and beyond.

If should I leave this lonely world behind
Your voice will still remember our melody
Now I know we'll carry on
Melodies of Life
Come circle round and grow deep in out hearts
As long as we remember

1000 WORDS
I know that you're hiding things
using gentle words to shelter me
Your words were like a dream
But dreams could never fool me
Not that easily

I acted so distant then
Didn't say goodbye before you left
But I was listening
You'll fight your battles far from me
Far too easily

"Save your tears, 'cause I'll come back"
I could hear that you whispered as you walked through that door
But still I swore to hide that pain when I turned back the pages
Shouting might've been the answer

What if I cried my eyes out and begged you not to depart?
But now I'm not afraid to say what's in my heart

'Cause a thousand words called through the ages
They'll fly to you, even though I can't see
I know they're reaching you, suspended on silver wings!

Oh, a thousand words
One thousand embraces...
Will cradle you, making all of your weary days seem far away.
They'll hold you forever

Oh, a thousand words [A thousand words...]
Have never been spoken [Oh, yeah.]
They'll fly to you
They'll carry you home and back into my arms [Carry you home...!]
Suspended on silver wings! [On silver wings!]

And a thousand words, [Ooh...]
Called out through the ages [Called through the ages]
They'll cradle you, turning all of the loving into only days... [Only days.
They'll hold you forever

Oh, a thousand words...

REAL EMOTION
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you.
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?

Far beyond the hazy borders of my heart,
I could see a place.
It's something like this.
Every now and then I don't know what to do,
Still, I know that I can never go back.

There are things I've seen in those hazy dreams
Can't compare to what I'm seeing now.
Everything's so different that it brings me to my knees!

And though I know the world of real Emotion has surrounded me,
I won't give into it.
Now I know that forward is the only way my heart can go.
I hear your voice calling out to me,
"You'll never be alone."

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
I can hear you.

And if I fight, the real without emotion has surrounded me,
And I can't go on, and you are there.
The moment that I close my eyes, you comfort me.
We are connected for all of time,
I'll never be...

And though I know the world of real Emotion has surrounded me,
I won't give into it.
Now I know that forward is the only way my heart can go.
I hear your voice calling out to me,
"You'll never be alone."

What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?
What can I do for you?

I can hear you.
I can hear you...

lonely days...



Saturday, August 19, 2006

9:49 PM

Another song since i m so bored...this time from a game call grandia 3 very nice...lol

IN THE SKY

"I wanna find it" "what I've been searching"
The boy reaches out to the sky
He prays he'll get it no doubt he'll make it
All of his goals and desires

The sky above you
Is waiting for you
To take the first step and break out

* When you fly in the sky simply divine you're dreaming
Leave your worries behind cuz' that's imagination
Can you feel it tonight the fire inside it's burning
All you gotta do is break on through
To make your wishes all come true Amazing

So you might be hurting down low you're feeling
Have faith within all will be ok
That sky above you she'll always save you
So never give up on yourself

* repeat

Any day anytime you can reach out to the sky
Spread your wings Catch that light

Say it now, "I'm gonna be myself"

I know you'll make it
No doubt you'll make it
Be a little brave now it's time to take on your dream

When you fly in the sky
You're dreaming
Leave your worries behind cuz' that's imagination
Can you feel it tonight the fire inside it's burning
All you gotta do is break on through
To make your wishes all come true Amazing

Amazing
Amazing

lonely days...



Tuesday, August 15, 2006

8:40 PM

so sian so i decided to post 2 song lyric...lol

BREAKING FREE
We're soarin', flyin'
There's not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we're trying
So we're breaking free
You know the world can see us
In a way that's different than who we are
Creating space between us
`Til we're separate hearts
But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe
We're breakin' free
We're soarin'
Flyin'
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach
If we're trying
Yeah, we're breaking free
Oh, we're breakin' free
Ohhhh
Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can't control
Connected by a feeling
Ohhh, in our very souls
Rising `til it lifts us up
So every one can see
We're breakin' free
We're soarin'
Flyin'
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach
If we're trying
Yeah we're breaking free
Ohhhh runnin'
Climbin'
To get to that place
To be all that we can be
Now's the time
So we're breaking free
We're breaking free
Ohhh , yeah
More than hope
More than faith
This is true
This is fate
And together
We see it comin'
More than you
More than me
Not a want, but a need
Both of us breakin' free
Soarin'
Flyin'
There's not a star in heaven
That we can't reach
If we're trying
Yeah we're breaking free
Breaking free
Were runnin'
Ohhhh, climbin'
To get to the place
To be all that we can be
Now's the time
So we're breaking free
Ohhh, we're breaking free
Ohhhh
You know the world can see us
In a way that's different than who we are


START OF SOMETHING NEW
Living in my own world
Didn't understand
That anything can happen
When you take a chance
I never believed in
What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart
To all the possibilities
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
And right here tonight

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

Now who'd of ever thought that
We'd both be here tonight
And the world looks so much brighter
With you by my side
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way
I know it for real

This could be the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new

I never knew that it could happen
Till it happened to me
I didn't know it before
But now it's easy to see

It's a start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart

That it's the start
Of something new
It feels so right
To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Start of something new

lonely days...



Tuesday, August 01, 2006

7:04 PM

Dying from throwing out here and then after eating something...This morning in school tried to eat but throw out in the end...so only drank water from morning till now so sick sia...went tuition then come home...ltr gonna see a doctor soon before I really die...Also so many people is getting sick...So guys must take care of urself well...ok gonna go...cya

lonely days...